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[Jun. 13th, 2007|12:08 pm] |
Do something with your Thursday:
kinda short notice, yes, but its not like it's tonight.
-Keith and the rest of Fakeman |
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| BORED |
[May. 10th, 2007|05:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Sweating in KDHQ | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | waaarrrrmmmm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Swear to God - Emilyn Brodsky | ] |
HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 4 YEARS
---- 4 Years Ago -------
1.) How old were you? 20
2.) Where did you go to school? University of Michigan
3) Where did you work? From my apartment
4.) Where did you live? Ann Arbor. MI
5.) Where did you hang out? at the bars
6.) Did you wear glasses? nuh uh
7.) Who was your best friend? Tom/Yuki
8.) How many tattoos did you have? 2
9.) How many piercing did you have? 0
10.) What car did you drive? Red 99 Jeep Cherokee
11.) Had you been to a real party? I threw the best
12.) Had You had your heart broken? yyup
13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? I was "off and on"
14.) boyfriend/girlfriend? Katie was the girlfriend, though I had a diverse summer
-------------2 years ago-----------
1.) How old were you? 22
2.) Where did you go to school? I wasnt
3.) Where did you work? From my apartment and doing Tech service
4.) Where did you live? Brooklyn
5.) Where did you hang out? bars, shows, kickball
6.) Did you wear glasses? still no
7.) Who was your best friend? at the time? B maybe, uhhh Steve, i dunno
8.) Who was your crush?: I'm not sure I had one at that particular time. In fact, no, I did not.
9.) How many tattoos did you have? 3, same as now
10.) How many piercings did you have? still zero
11) What car did you drive? same Red Jeep
12) Had your heart broken? I was actively avoiding such a situation
13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? single with benefits i guess
14.)boyfriend/girlfriend?: nnope
--------------------Today--------------------
1.) How old are you? 24
2.) Where do you work? From my apartment, also doing handyman work
3.) Where do you live? Yonkers
4.) Where do you go to school?: Empire State College
5.) Do you wear glasses? no
6.) Who are your best friends? Tom, Samantha, Steve, i dunno, still like everyone.
7.) Do you talk to your old friends? old old friends or from 4 years ago? Cause no, and sometimes.
8.) How many piercings do you have? none i dont like em
9.) How many tattoos? 3, but that'll change soon
10.) What kind of car do you have? a new jeep on the way
11.) Has your heart been broken?: these things happen
12.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? my life gets more complex everyday.
13.)boyfriend/girlfriend?: my guitar.
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| Ugh, more things to spend my time on. |
[May. 9th, 2007|08:54 pm] |
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So, I'm listening to Podcast that's reviewing things that a TON of people have actually sought me out to hear my opinions about and I can't help but think that I said everything these "professional" reviewers have, but better. |
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| My Ten Thoughts |
[May. 3rd, 2007|07:52 pm] |
1. Building a hoverboard is going to be fun, but much harder than I thought.
2. My stalker moved to Brooklyn, is playing kickball, and goes to my favorite bar.
3. Kickball USED to be the one thing that kept me sane through the Summer.
4. I need to finish the first painting I've started in over 9 months. I started it two days ago.
5. My school fucked me over again and its all I can do to not just quit again.
6. I am going to go see Spider-Man 3 tonight with or without anyone else.
7. My website only currently has 9 working links. I should fix this.
8. Ted Leo + Free Comics Day + Cinco De Mayo rooftop party + some quality time with someone special = almost too much to handle.
9. Holy crap, Sipder-man 3 is 2 hours and 20 mins long.
10. My room is disturbingly gross. |
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| I'll give |
[Apr. 26th, 2007|02:29 pm] |
more to love
if you don't know about goldman, dont ask.
actually: a little more info for those curious about this asswad.
http://www.miketyndall.com/todd_goldman/ |
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| Tree-Fan |
[Apr. 18th, 2007|09:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | KDHQ | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Strange Fruit Project - Good Times | ] |
Here's a pretty quick shot at a superhero created by ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) dryponder aka Dean Trippe.
I liked the character's appeal and flexibility.
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| Strange happenings for a hermit like me. |
[Mar. 14th, 2007|06:32 pm] |
I shave the corner off Broadway and walk down the middle of a side street.
My thoughts, a desperate angler, drawing me home.
I am hooked, and I don't mind. Meantime, Elvis Costello tells me why I shoudln't listen to the radio
when the line breaks and I'm free to notice a woman who is not exactly trying to get my attention,
but wouldnt mind it.
I saw her earlier walking down the street, now she's leaning easily on her porch railing, smiling.
Secretively, she asks, "Hiding your new haircut?"
I have to plug myself back into the world for a moment.
"I guess," I start over to her, my social skills lacking a bit these days. "I guess my hair is hidden, but I'm, not hiding anything."
I give less validity to the importance of being civil these days, especially when confronted by unknown street gazers.
"It's the kind of haircut you hide," she challenges.
"No, it isn't the kind of haircut I hide. My head is cold."
"If you're not hiding it, you should wear it proudly, as a statement."
"I'm not proud of it either, I don't want to have to walk home with a cold head."
She just smiles again. She's quite attractive. During the uncomfortable silence, which I didn't recognize as such until I wrote about it, I thought about whether or not I could be with her. I figured she wasn't as much my elder as she would have been 10 years ago.
She fixed her gaze on a passing fire truck as I back out of its way. It seemed to split the neighborhood in two as it tore between us, both unconcerned, on the street. I reinserted my earphones and returned to my musical cacoon. Her fairwell drowned in distorted guitar and I nodded and smiled casually as my steps traced the curbside. It was a very strange conversation. Her presumption to speak to me at all, let alone in the challenging manner she chose surprised and somewhat impressed me.
It was a nice day, and on my walk home the thawed ground reminded me of more intimate moments. The warmth of past lovers remained with me until that woman spoke, and from then till now all I can do is think about that conversation and realize it was the best I've had this week. |
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| waiting for my ride... |
[Mar. 7th, 2007|04:25 pm] |
((A LIST OF LASTS))
01. Last Cigarette: ages and ages ago.
02. Last kiss: seems like ages ago. i dunno i guess in my driveway like a week ago?
03. Last Cry: see also: last mental breakdown, January
04. Last Library Visit: 2 summers ago when I was fixing the computers there
05. Last Movie Seen: High Fidelity
06. Last Book Read: reread Cat's Cradle
07. Last Cuss Word: i drop f bombs like its my fucking job
08. Last Beverage Drank: a sprite for breakfast
09. Last Food Consumed: Gnocchi with pesto for dinner last night
10. Last TV Show Watched: The Black Donnellys
11. Last Time Showered: 10 mins ago
12. Last Shoes Worn: grey cons
13. Last CD played: CD? ummmm i guess Coheed and Cambria in Keeping with Secrets of Silent Earth 3 in my sister's car.
14. Last Soda Drank: sprite for breakfast
15. Last Thing Written: handwritten? someone's email address.
16. Last Words Spoken: "I gotta go, you woke me up, drunkass."
17. Last Annoyance: having a doctor's appointment today.
18. Last Time Scolded Someone: pffft, at least 5 times a week. enough to stop having cared.
19. Last Web Site Visited: Weather.com
BODY.
01. Piercings: used to have one ear and one place else for a week.
02. Tattoos: 3, arm shoulder back, working on number 3
03. Height: 6'2''
04. Shoe size: 10.5/11
05. Hair color: dirty blonde
06. Eye color: blue
LAST.
01. Movie you rented: little miss sunshine?
02. Movie you bought: garden state?
03. Song you listened to: a beatles song?
04. Person that's called you: chris, irene
05. Person you called: chris
DO/ARE
01. You have a crush on someone? you could call it that.
02. You wish you could live somewhere else? not always, but I often miss Brooklyn. seems im never satisfied anywhere.
03. You think about suicide: tried once a loooong time ago, failed, realized it was the worst idea ever.
04. You believe in online dating: about as much as I believe that's a girl you're chatting with.
05. You want more Piercings: not really.
06. You drink: like a feeeesh. took a break, back at it hardcore it seems.
07. You do drugs: I have done a few. Theyre not as awesome as people think.
08. You smoke: quit.
09. You like cleaning: sadly it centers me.
10. You like roller coasters: LOVE them.
11. You write in cursive or print: a horrifying scribble that, alas, is neither.
12. You a sucker for a sweet talker: no, i'm wayy to cynical.
FOR OR AGAINST.
01. Long distance relationships: against, they NEVER work.
02. Teenage smoking: whatever, if you're dumb enough to start, I was, so how can I judge?
03. Doing drugs: people shouldnt, but honestly weed is a joke of a drug.
04. Driving drunk: worst idea ever.
05. Gay Marriage: honestly, what teh hell do I care? Sure, marry a man, woman, marry a fucking horse if it makes you happy.
HAVE YOU.
01. Ever cried over a female/male: yup
02. Ever lied to someone: who hasn't?
03. Ever faked an orgasm: haha actually yes. Not easy as a gy mind you.
04. Ever been in a fist fight: Proudly not in over 9 years.
05. Ever been arrested: i'm too fast for that.
NUMBER.
01. Of times you have been in love?: Three.
02. Of times you have had your heart broken?: Three. Sometimes I feel like I'm wandering the desert with a fishing pole.
03. Of hearts you have broken?: oi. I think I'm running at around 7 now? Knowing both sides of the fence is harder than people think.
04. Of drugs taken?: different kinds or occurrances? well kinds = 5. I dont bother with that shit anymore.
05. Of people you consider your enemies?: i dont feel like I have any.
06. Of scars on your body?: tons.
07. Of things in your past that you regret? I can only think of one moment I vividly regret. Everything else was a worthwhile learning experience. This moment ruined a chance at real, actual happiness. |
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| surveys are lame |
[Mar. 3rd, 2007|12:11 am] |
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| Supergirl MeMe |
[Feb. 12th, 2007|03:05 am] |
super (private school) girl?
meh whatever. Quick sketch.
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| criminally insane just about sums it up. |
[Jan. 20th, 2007|01:33 am] |
Your results:
You are The Joker
| The Joker |
| 61% |
| Apocalypse |
| 56% |
| Dark Phoenix |
| 56% |
| Magneto |
| 56% |
| Riddler |
| 55% |
| Dr. Doom |
| 53% |
| Venom |
| 49% |
| Catwoman |
| 46% |
| Lex Luthor |
| 45% |
| Mystique |
| 45% |
| Juggernaut |
| 45% |
| Poison Ivy |
| 43% |
| Mr. Freeze |
| 40% |
| Green Goblin |
| 33% |
| Two-Face |
| 29% |
| Kingpin |
| 25% |
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The Clown Prince of Crime. You are a brilliant mastermind but are criminally insane. You love to joke around while accomplishing the task at hand.
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Click here to take the Super Villain Personality Test
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| Glendora is my new Hero |
[Jan. 19th, 2007|06:45 am] |
Glendora is a crazy old lady who has a cable access TV show which is described as bein about "Corrupt lawyers, Judges, Courts, but is also aboutfun and happy things in life."
She has it syndicated on Http://www.youtube.com/achatwithglendora
sometimes she breaks right in the middle of her political, slow motion rant and/or reading of some insanely long court document to drift off and talk about her cat.
Her cat's name is Dot Com! Amazing. She's been doing this since about 1976, before that she was a children's TV show host.
Here's an episode about her cat:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fim0DPpJYkM
and here's one about her legal action against "the ten worst and most criminal international bankers" including, Alan Greenspan and the American Federal Reserve for "robbing us, robbing you, robbing me of America."
Should I laugh this hard at someone who has ideals this amazing? Seriously, it's like going to Church and actually believeing in every word, except that Yoda is the Priest!
Anyway, watch some of it, it's my new favorite TV show.
Edit:
This one's apparently about Terrorism, KGB, Old People, and Pasta:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T272PGRGgoA |
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| stagnation |
[Nov. 30th, 2006|11:26 am] |
I havent left my room for more than a few hours in over a month.
So i thought I could handle everything on my plate right now, but it turns out I couldn't and I failed. waa waa waa stupid whiney LJ bullshit post.
I'm glad my friends are still that, well most of them. I'll hopefully be able to get out of here soon. |
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| Stuck on repeat |
[Nov. 2nd, 2006|06:38 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Social Distortion - Reach for the Sky | ] |
When I was young I was invincible
I found myself not thinking twice
I never thought about no future
it's just a roll of the dice
But the day may come when you've got something to lose,
and just when you think you're done paying dues.
You say to yourself "Dear god what have I done?"
and hope it's not too late 'cause tomorrow may never come.
Reach for the sky 'cause tomorrow may never come.
Yesterday is history
and tomorrow holds a mystery
but baby right now,
it's just about you and me
You can run you can hide,
just like Bonnie and Clide
reach for the sky
ain't never gonna die.
and I thank the lord for a love that I have found
and hold you tight cause
tomorrow may never come.
reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come.
So if you please
take this moment
try if you can to make it last
dont think about no future
and just forget about the past
and make it last,
reach for the sky aint never gonna die
reach for the sky cause tomorrow may never come. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2006|08:52 pm] |
One thing I've tried to do is to realize that no matter what goes wrong in one day, its important to try and find out what went right. This makes tomorrow easier to face.
Alot of things go wrong. Today it would be finding myself one rung (at least) lower on someone's ladder than I previously imagined myself. You'd figure time spent and experience shared with most people would be a reasonable equity in marking where you stand in their lives. Maybe I'm too analytical, sorry, I'm not really allowed to think too hard about emotions. My brain's not wired correctly enough to handle it. I never really seem to "get" most people, what they want, or where they're coming from, and ususally just flat out asking them results in an undesirable response.
So what good happened today? I made it up the hill from the train station in one try (if you've seen the hill you'd be genuinely PROUD) and I managed to record another song.
I don't know who still reads this, but I'm here and bored enough to rant through an update of my life. I've been writing and drawing like a maniac (I'm off my pills so I managed to figure out a way to prolong my 'positive' phases and focus the near limitless energy they give me on various projects) and have been working on my radio project and my album, both should be finished by December.
ill get more into this later, one of the two shows I ever watch just came on TV. |
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| Still in Shock |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|04:23 am] |
A really good friend of mine (and my family's) died on Aug 24th. He was 31 years old, was married for 6 years, and had just celebrated his daughter's first birthday. He died of a brain tumor. I grew up across the street from him and he and his family are, and alot of people say this about alot of others but I'm serious, the NICEST and most generous people I have ever known.
Whatever it is you're thinking about doing, go out and do it today.
Tell someone you love them.
I just drove 28 hours round trip to North Carolina for is wake and funeral. This is the third time in my life I've had to bury and mourn a peer, and it gets worse every time.
I'll be staring at my ceiling for the next couple of days until this actually sinks in. If I'm a dick to you or just really not in the mood to pay attention, understand why. |
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